Why...
the one thing that no one can answer. i wish there was an answer to the things that i think about. i wish that people would understand the things i say. i wish understanding was easy to come by. there a lot of thing that i wish but i think that most important one is. why...why can freinds be friends. why must we always find something to hate each other for. why put on different face for different people. things were so much simpler then...do you remember the good ole days when we did not hate when evey one got along what happen? what happen to the happy times. i wish i had answers. ii wish i knew the truth...is there truth, is this real...what is happening what is going to happen do we know. should we know. i think that it is time for change. time, there is not enough time...

i hope that my friends and hopefully new firends to be will comment on some of my new work. i have just got a new camera and will be taking plenty of pictures. i would like to know what i'm doing right/wrong. it would be very helpfull for me if all of you would do this thank you.

Summer is coming who is ready camping. I know damn well I am. I need a break, I’m sick a tired of being poor all the time. Sorry I know this sound bitchy but I have told you before I don’t like journals.
Where have all the friends gone. You know I look back about 2 years ago and I see…yelling, screaming, headshot, death and I go where have the good times gone. Everyone has been gone for so long. We think that when we get together we can magically turn back time. Go back to the good old days some times it just isn’t the same.
I wish that…sometimes I don’t know what to wish for. Sometimes I just know thing aren’t the way they once where. Ok ok that is enough out of me for today. Keep on truckin’

This is my first journal entry. I don’t like keeping journals because they have the tendency to remind me of all the bad things, but I think that I have room for some change. Things now are good I have a great girlfriend. She’s … hard to explain she’s just great. I have nothing to talk about, so I think that this is a good start.